Working hard on a plan

Well, I continue to be convicted by many things. Most notably lately how much of a slacker I have become. I am out-of-shape physically and mentally. I seek the milk not the meat far too much. I have started a semi-journal. Not a daily reflection but a growing book of thoughts, scripture, and ideas. I want to be more, I want to push myself hard, I want to be in shape, I want to love my family more each day, I want to know more scripture than I do movie lines, I want to impact people, I want to feel convicted in every area of sin, I want to do a better job of writing down thoughts or typing them so I leave them for my family. I want to feel like a good and faithful servant of my Lord and Savior.